its nothing but hope u like it.
better late then never ohh yeahhhh~
ohoiiiiiiiiii selamat menjalani sisa sisa terakhir bergelar belasan tahun dear
MUAHAHAHAHAHA
next year u are twenty era puluhan tahun can't wait for that :p
last but not least JUST TERIMA JEA APA AKU BAGI JANGAN BANYAK SONGEH..pffttttt..
salam alaik <3

from me,
awesome is me (hembushembus) #EHH

teach me 'A' and want me to be like 'B' ?
think againt please.

me      :assalamualaikum syazmeen ! :D
unknow:waalaikumussalam nie siapa?
me      :erkk..nao
unknow:siapa?nadiah ke?
me      :a’ah yea nadiah
unknow:apa hubungan kamu dengan syazmeen?
me      :*erk* K.A.W.A.N (lambatlambat)
unknow:syazmeen tinggal mana?
me      :melaka
unknow:kamu tinggal mana?
me      :penang
unknow:ehh(terkejut mungkin) syazmeen?
me      :melaka tmn mangga ap ntah
unknow:mcm mana kenal syazmeen?
me      :kitaorang sekolah sekali
unknow:sekolah mana?
me      :seseri
unknow:hah sekolah apa tu,dkt mana?
me      :kl
unknow:tingkatan berapa?
me       :form 4 and form 5
unknow:sekarang dekat ipt la?
me       :saya matrik penang,meen matrik melaka,kenapa nie?
unknow:owhh sebenarnya mcm nie panggil jea pakcik,pakcik jumpa phone nie          tercicir depan rumah pakcik ,pakcik nak pulangkan,kamu ada number phone mak dia?
me      :ada! ada !
unknow:ok suruh mak dia call pakcik,pakcik pun taknak la simpan phone nie lama-lama.
me      :ok ok pakcik sekarang saya call,assalamualaikum.
tuttt tuttt tutt

hah see!
nampak tak bertapa bendulnya aku menjawab segala pertanyaan pakcik tu NAMPAK TAK ! —”
apa pun meen aku jadi WIRA yang selamatkan phone kau HAHAHAHA*ketawa riak*

raya without solehah starting this year until my last breath .

last night of ramadhan..
yes im crying..
will we meet againt the next ramadhan?
will Allah accept my ramadhan this year..
ohh Allah im full of sin );

 A : kau suka form 5 or form 4?
 B :form 4.
 A :ehhh aku tanya banyak orang semua ckp form 5,pelik la kau!
 B : ohhhh (continue buat tutor)
 A:kenapa?
 B: kenapa apa?
 A:kau suka form 4 dari form 5?
 B:only if you are me when i am form 5 you will understand why (sambil packing barang balik bilik).
 A:nadiahhhhhhhh ! nadiahhhhhhhhhhhh ! (lari kejar)
 B:apa lagi ?
 A:kau pelik :/
 B:owhhh ok.
 A:semua orang ada kawan rapat dekat sini tapi aku selalu perhatikan kau,kau tak ada pun yang kau
     betul-betul rapat.
B : (gelak)
A:kalau suruh buat apa apa in pair kau mesti yang last akan pair sebab kau akan pair dengan sape jea
   yang tinggal,bio dgn huda,chem dgn syaza,pai dgn ain, comp dgn ika.balik class kau tak tunggu
   sape sape terus blah.
B: (senyum) kau memang suka stalk orang erk? (gelak lagi)
A: kau tak ada kawan baik?
B: (berhenti berjalan) (pandang dia) bila kita baik dengan dia means kita sayang dia kan?
A: mestilah !
B:jangan terlampau sayangkan seseorang nanti kau sakit ! (terus jalan)

everyone updating status on how much they miss seseri
im trying to find the 'missing' feeling in myself but im totally fail !

tadarus ---> usrah ---> sharing story ---> iftar !

yes im happy with this new 'family' alhamdulillah..

"maka nikmahKU yang mana lagikah kau dustakan ? "

and im answering, tiada ya Rabb (':

alhamdulillah...

we eat together in one dulang,cepat terasa kenyangnya betul kata murabbi NIKMAT NYA TERASA (':

 ohh ramadhan imy,
i pray that this ramadhan is the platform for me and syazmeen to do a huge hijrah for our iman insyaAllah !

alhamdulillah

the environment of tarbiyah at KMPP was so wonderful and i just like it may Allah help me and syazmeen (:

i miss madinah

i miss the night at madinah

i miss the environment there

i miss masjid nabawi

they are back,
they upload the pic of their teachers day's celebration,
and only one things cross out my mind


how i miss those moment because i used to be at that places );
i miss the celebration,
i miss the kelam kabuts moments we used to be in order to crete the big event on the theme 'BACK TO SCHOOL AND RETRO'
seriully i miss that i miss the memory i miss my friends..
ohh Allah if i have delete button in my life i will delete all the memory coz i hate being missing something coz its hurts me a lot ):

we are trying to be retro :p HAHAHA but peliksssss !

this is our superb gimic where 'hantu kak limah' and 'usop wheel cha' suddenlly appear and i likeeeeeeee it !

PARTY '80

one of the presention on that day by GAP CLARION *meen was also acting in this sketsa :p HAHAHA

i love this quote,
when im sad
when im down
when im frust
when im weak

LA TAHZAN INNALLAHAMA'ANA !

jangan bersedih sesungguhnya Allah bersama kita

dear awak,

please take care of me please,im tired of taking care of this kind of emotion,seriuslly go and have a life ok.

sincerelly,
ur heart <3

dealing with people is hard and hurt,most of the time.

assalamualaikum (:
insyaAllah in about a week more syazmeen and me will continue our study againt after having such a long break after spm !

meen : matrik melaka
me     :matrik penang  

*both are know as negara selat (nns) HAHAHA

new place.
new friends.
new environment.
new memory.
new chapter.

seriously im too excited and at the same time im quite nervous
hope things will go as what i plan.

ohh seseri i dont why but i think i hate you and the memory.
ohh kmpp im about to be your new guess hoping so much that my memory there will be more sweeter than seseri.

to syazmeen,
thanks habibi for being with me through my dark and sorrow day,
i appreciate it so much !
hope you are not going to forget me after this (:
insyaAllah we will keep in touch event though after this our ambition and part are different but we are still connected by one bond 'UKHWAH'
uhibbukifillah jiddan jiddan !

with 'bismillah' i start the new journey insyaAllah :D

Every time I close my eyes I see you in front of me
I still can hear your voice calling out my name
And I remember all the stories you told me
I miss the time you were around
But I’m so grateful for every moment I spent with you
‘Cause I know life won’t last forever

You went so soon, so soon
You left so soon, so soon
I have to move on ’cause I know it’s been too long
I’ve got to stop the tears, keep my faith and be strong
I’ll try to take it all, even though it’s so hard
I see you in my dreams but when I wake up you are gone
Gone so soon

Night and day, I still feel you are close to me
And I remember you in every prayer that I make
Every single day may you be shaded by His mercy
But life is not the same, and it will never be the same
But I’m so thankful for every memory I shared with you
‘Cause I know this life is not forever

There were days when I had no strength to go on
I felt so weak and I just couldn’t help asking: “Why?”
But I got through all the pain when I truly accepted
That to God we all belong, and to Him we’ll return, oh

assalamualaikum ,alhamdulillah still breathing !

ok on 4th of may my usrah friends and me doing some activity together that is BAKING <3

HAHAHAH
ok its quite funny for me,me baking ? what !
the story began when one of them call me

'nad jom bake esok'

'what?!'

'alaa jom laaa..rumah hg,oven rumah aku rosak,bahan kita shared ak ad bla..blaa..blaaa..'


and thats its
just like that,well im quite excited waiting for THE TOMORROW..

its time,
right after zohor they came to my house,some bring eggs,some bring recepi book ! HAHAHA
but there is something mising !
baking floor!no one bring it,and my mum just used it and finish it during my sis enganggement !
so we dicide to 'merempit' bersama ke tesco,i just tumpang my friend,malas nak bawak --'
membazir jea guna banyakbanyak motor..
jadi dengan menaiki skuter kami pun menuju ke tesco..

at tesco,

'weyhh banyak nya tepung !'

'nama pun bahagian tepung --' '

'mana satu kita nak ambik nie?'

'YANG PALING MURAHHHHH ! ' <------- its me >.< HAHAHA

'tesco choice jea laa yg paling murah -,- '

'ada tanda halal yang di yakini tak ?'

'ada ! ok dah jom !'

im quite touched when they are busy looking for halal logos,its means our usrah berkesan (':

so back to my housed,
all of us gathered at my room first we keep looking at recepi book,deceding what cake we are going to bake
so this is the TOP 4 cake we choose >.<

nie nampak rangupkan :D

kitaorang berangan nak pacakkn coklat atas tu atas kek kitaorang nanti >.<

nie first dah reject sebab dye guna susu segar and susu segar baru habis-,-

ok i like this one the most !

 i like the NO4 the most ok ! the strawberryssssssssssssssss ! ya Allah :D


well this is just our dream laa kan,first time buat tak adonya nak jadi sejibik macam nie --'

ok sekarang lets see the most IMPORTANT ingredient (:

TESCO CHOISE tu buat  jadi exclusive tu :p

HAHAHA
because off the tesco choise floor our works become more easy because in the floor there are already have sugar and blaa,blaaaa,blaaaaa..we just have to add up eggs and 290ml of majerin..
however the majerin is not enaough ! we could only put 250ml of majerin and with
'bismillah hitawakal tu'allah'
we blend it together (:

and this is the result ....

kitaorang berebut nak taburkan coklat atas tu sampai tak sedar dah habis semua kitaorang tabur tak tinggalkn untuk makan pun --' tapi cantik kan >.<

so will waiting we do some revision on addmath together,
yes, ADDMATH ! HAHAHA
about 45 minutes waiting,the oven make a sound 'TINGGG!' means 'IM DONE BAKING !'

and this is the result :p



komen :

'keras'

'sedappp'

manisnya !'

tapi for me, KERAS NYA ! or rangup will be sound nicer :p
lubang lubang tu adalah hasil coklat yang di tabur tadi, SANGAT TAK CANTIK --'
well its ok for me,baking is the activity,
the most important is THE MEMORY, NILAI UKHWAH, IKATAN USRAH..
thats the most beautiful value for me (: